Today I decided to go for a walk I was pleasantly surprised to find that death decided to join me on my journey.
The terrain was uneven and more then once did I stumble over a moving rock or a slippery bit of dirt. The walk took place in a mountain range, I was exploring to see beautiful sights and to feel the wind.
I knew the walk vaguely only ever going once before now, but I was excited to explore more.
About half an hour into my walk I looked down from the sky to notice a hooded figure stood still beside me. My heart beat faster and I stepped aside.
“Hello?” I asked timidly.
I was afraid but not enough to run. The person in front of me was in dark robes and held a scythe. The robes showed no body figure and the hood covering his head, covered his face.
“Death?” I asked a bit more sure.
He removed his hood and all of the black robes were replaced with an older mans body, I watched as death became an older man wearing suspenders and a cane now pressed against the ground.
“Hello daughter.” he said, smiling at me.
I decided his smile wasn’t scary and I crinkled my eye brows in confusion.
“I am not your daughter” I said, tilting my head, my father was a carpenter in the city.
“Well you will be one day,” he said “shall we continue?”
I shrugged my shoulders and continued down the path, he walked beside me when there was room and then behind me when there wasn’t.
“Are you a god?” I asked him, carefully choosing my steps as we went down a steep part of the trail.
“No I am not."
“Are you immortal?” I asked him looking back.
“Yes I am and watch your feet,”
He was death I supposed, I chose to listen to him.
“Then shouldn’t that mean you're a god?” I asked
“No” he said “I do not wish to be worshipped.”
I was quiet for a moment thinking that through
“Aren’t you worried I will warship you?” I asked
“Will you warship me?” He asked
Again I was quiet.
“I suppose I wont” I said.
Death was quiet his feet never making a sound in the bush and leaves. I on the other hand made a ruckus, I saw the birds move away from me.
“Do dead people talk to each other?” I asked him. I tripped and caught myself before I fell to my knees.
“I can’t answer that one daughter,” he said.
I sighed heavily.
“Wait” I stopped in my tracks “Are you here because I am going to die?”
I didn’t think about my death very much, there was a lot to live for like the birds and the streams of water.
“No daughter, I am here just for some company” I nodded my head and kept walking down the path.
We were quiet for awhile, I stopped by the small streams and laid my fingers in them.
“What is it like being you?” I asked him looking up over my shoulder.
He was quiet for a time, his head lifted to the sky, “well I suppose its a bit lonely” he said.
“Because you are immortal?” I asked him.
“Yes.” He said, his tone not leaving room for more questions.
I stood up and started walking, soon we would turn around.
“I once heard through music that immortal being were jealous of mortal ones because we can die, is that true?” I asked him jumping from a rock in front of me.
“I do not believe I am jealous of mortals but I am aware every day of the burden my gifts are.”
“Why?” I asked him.
“Why what daughter?” he asked me kindly.
“Why must death exist?”
He was quiet for a while and I thought that he wasn’t going to reply, I continued down the path, heading into a forest with long green grass and trees way higher then me.
“Well I suppose its the cycle of life.”
I rolled my eyes, “That isn’t a good enough answer death.”
“You wouldn’t know a good answer even if it hit you with a barrel,” I smiled at the idea of the old man swinging a big barrel into my head.
“That is maybe true, but I still want my answer” I said still smiling.
Again he went quiet. I stopped in my tracks seeing a deer in the distance,
“death look its beautiful” I whispered.
He looked at the deer then at me. “Well I suppose it is.” I smiled and kept walking on.
“I’ve seen that a being without death doesn’t live life as much as they should,” he paused, “it seems to make it rather meaningless.”
“Do you think your life is meaningless?” I asked him
“I will always have meaning, I am death.” he said.
I thought about that, turning around our walk and heading out of the forest.
“What meaning does life have for me?” I asked him. I never felt like I needed to have meaning, I just was and I saw what I saw.
“Well my daughter that isn’t something I can offer for you.” he smiled looking down at me.
I sighed again and kept going.
“But you might find that death is meaning enough” I crinkled my eye brows again.
We were quiet for awhile and I found myself comforted by his presence.
“This is where I should leave” he said after a awhile.
I nodded my head the back of my eyes stinging, the walk was almost over anyway.
“Why did you join me today?” I asked him my voice breaking a little.
He flipped his robes over his head and his cane was again his scythe,
“I had a bad day yesterday.” He simply said and then walked in the other direction
I continued down my path getting closer to my city. The wind dried my tears wind and I made it home.
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