Anecdotes/Thoughts & Muses

Published on 30 October 2024 at 01:21

This is quite literally small parts of me, thoughts/muses or anything else I feel like fits here. 

 

I spend my time in a 24 hour dinner sitting in various locations because my best friend works here. I sit here and watch as people come and go for hours and I enjoy it. sometimes I watch the cooks work and make the same breakfast foods over and over again and sometimes I watch my friend work her ass off for decent tips and shitty customers. I like it here, I like how comfortable I am and how on Friday nights, it’s insanely busy and people are loud and the music isn’t loud enough. I like how i can play whatever the juke box has on and stay for hours.

 

Everyone says this:

You’re so wise even though you're so young

it’s not that i’m wise I just have an understanding of the way things should be. I think that when people say knowledge takes away from happiness I agree. The difference is that I believe to see the world as it should be, not as it is. I think because of that I am happy.

Call me ignorant and idiotic I don't care. I’m happy

 

My take on relationships:

If you love someone then you’re gonna fight your all for them right? That’s how it should be. and I don’t just mean your all in a whimsical fairytale nonsense way… I mean you have to put forth effort that you may not be willing to put forth. I am all for sticking with the person you love through thick and thin but I am not for sticking with someone who doesn’t put effort back into you when you need it. A relationship isn’t “oh let me just stick around because i love you” it should be “let me work on myself to help our relationship out because i love you and i want this” and the other part of that is it’s your responsibility to figure out what you need in your relationship. And then once you figure that out you have to communicate it. If the other person isn’t actively trying to better your relationship then you have your answer. I don't think people realize they deserve so much more then they put up with.


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